i want to write my problem...i don't know whether you can help me or not!...but if you help me,i'll be really glad and thankful:)...please thanks god for not being instead of me!!!this is my problem:99 percent of my friends and people live around me,when i want to talk to them,they don't pay attention to me very much!!!they like to speak with other friends!!however,i am their good friend they prefer to talk to their own friends,i mean other friends!! i don't know,WHY??i'm not a very ugly girl,just my nose ia alittle big.i never try to make them sad...when i want to talk to them,it's really clear that they are forced to answer and they leave me soon!!...about one of my good friends,sometimes,in the middle of my talks,when one of her friends come beside her,she don't listen to me anymore!!!!!:((...so,some of my friends tell me that you are totally different on facebook or in messages you send and on internet!!!!when i say why i'm different?!!!they answer that you speak more on internet but you are very quiet when we are face to face!!!!...but not all of them,99 percent are like this...:((((i'm sure if you don't tell me a solution,you can at least believe me:((...they just think about themselves:((....if i ask them:HOW ARE YOU?several times,there is just 1 percent posibility for me to hear how are you? from them!!!:(((((((((......i miss some of them but they never miss me:((...and i'm sure it's impossible for someone to miss me especially my friends that are absolutely emotionless:((((...oh god,i'm so poor:(((...when they have party with their friends,they seldom invite me :((...when i write for them that i want to see you,99 percent of time,their answer is negetive and i have to go just in front of their house to see them and i'm really sure that they don't like to meet me at all:(((....when they are in my school bus,they are very friendly,but when i change my school bus,most of them seem that they don't know me anymore:(((they hardly,even say HELLO!!!!!!:((...i don't know what is my fault?/?????someone TELL me,please...it's very interesting that in their opinion,i'm a really kind girl,too!!!!!!...maybe i'm too repulsive or they are selfish...but someone tell me WHAT CAN MAKE PEOPLE too DISGUSTING LIKE ME???????????!!!!!!!!!...i don't know what to do...i was looking for somebody to chat and write my feeling:((((((....i need sympathetic...i didn't like to take your time,i'm just tired...i was not kidding,all of my sentences were TRUTH.I beg your help.PLEASE HELP ME!