I have been diagnosed with PTSD and Schizophrenia - I have been having flashbacks of my childhood since I was about 30 years old my therapist wants me on medication so she can have me stable when we have our sessions. Why do I need to remember what happened? Is recovering all these suppressed memories really going to help me heal. I feel the damage has been done. I can not get my childhood back I believe that my childhood schizophrenia is caused from the abuse and that fixing the problem now is only going to make me feel worse about my life I can not change what it has done to me.